I think being scared of the hospital birth is stalling my progress. I will have good contractions for a while--about 6 minutes apart--then start thinking about the hospital and they space out to 15 or 20 minutes apart. Darn the power of the mind!!
I am not sure what we are going to do at this point. I am going to talk with Justin when he gets home from church and then call the doula and give her an update. I am just terrified of this contraction stuff going on and on and on and then hemmoraging again.
I am hoping if I can get to the hospital and get checked in and get the IV over with and sort of find my bearings then I will relax enough and get into a good pattern and have my newest angel in my arms.